back from tekong temporarily & i'm darker than ever. i was shocked how dark i was when i look at the mirror in my room. anyway, life in army is kinda slack. the training was alright. unsuprisingly smoking is limited even though i'm appointed as the smoking i/c. the smokers in my platoon even painted a table & a bench just to earn an extra smoke. but i must admit that we did a really good job. haha.. i was initally looking forward to losing weight but instead, i've gain a few kilos.. maybe its the extra added muscles. i've also joined the drill squad. hopefully i'm good enough to represent my company for the competition. plus i've heard that my company, Ulysses coy has always excelled in drill competion. had my first drill training on bookout day, & i managed to soak my shirt with my sweat thoroughly. haha.. i've never perspire so much during all the other training, even when i ran more than 8 laps on the track.

didn't encounter any beings from below. although my platoon mates has. it spooked me a bit.. well alot actually. so paranoid that i slept on the floor away from the windows. woke up the next morning with tonnes of aches on my body. since i had been unfortunate at not encountering any spirits, me & some of my mates decided to spook the others by doing a "make-over" on my of my mate & going from bunk to bunk scaring the others. but i was really shagged that night so i fell asleep instead of staying up. so they turned on me. my mate sat on bed with all the white powder & a bedsheet over him. haha.. he was the ugliest "ghost" i've ever seen. so i just gave him a hard whack & continue sleeping.

didn't really went out today cos i wanted to rest, anyway i was burning with high fever. hmm.. nothing else to write now.. so cya around.

i'm off..

maybe i'm just too nervous about this coming saturday but that's just immpossible. anyway that still doesn't explain how i could light up the wrong end of a cigarette.. twice! cigarettes are expensive these days.. tsk.. what a waste! hmm.. i might be day-dreaming then.. & that's something i shouldn't do while i'm at tekong. hehe.. otherwise it spells more punishment.. geez.. i just can't wait!

my bag is fully packed except for undies.. haha.. unfortunately they don't allow boxers.. i've not worn one since my primary school days.. hmm.. it's gonna get awfully uncomfortable.. hehehe.. it's just so tight!

man utd match is coming up later.. i hope they can pull off a miracle & win at san siro. it would be the best farewell gift! lolz.. well.. 2nd best gift.. anyway i should get some sleep now.. ciao!

yawn.. i'm so sleepy.. just woke up & i'm bored instantly. feeling so lethargic. haha..

hmm.. today is monday right? so it's 5 more days. already packed most of the stuffs except toiletries. & my friends told me to bring 10-15 hangars! whoa.. that's a lot! but i'll only be bringing 5.. its the biggest bag that i have & it's almost full.. i kept on thinking that i've missed out something. well.. the heck with it.

called up the tattoo shop to make my final appoinment. but guess what? it's fully booked throughout this whole week! argh! so i'm guessing that i'll just make one after i booked out. i hope i have the free time.. my friends have already booked me.. & i think my mum will want me to do something around the house..

still feeling sleepy.. zzzz.. i think i'll hit the bed again. hahaha.. ciao

knowing that most of my friends, including some girls, who had already went for NS & some even had ord from it really made me feel so left out. i'm like so lagging.. but then again, i'm already sick of it even before i serve my time. everytime i went out with my NS friends, all they do is talk about their army or police experiences or whatever. i manage to understand some of the stuffs they talk about but most of the time, i'm left hanging.. wondering what the heck they are talking about. haha.. i'm tired of hearing the same shit from different groups of friends. sigh.. i wanna go in right now! the anxiety is killing me. i wanna taste the torture personally. haha..

i've concluded that i feel more at ease with having relationship with chinese girls. sigh.. this is so perplexing. i'm expect loads of hardship. i don't understand why i can't click well with my own race other than being friends. i don't dare to think how my family life would be in the future. maybe i'll be a bachelor for the remaining of my life.. hmm.. it'll be very lonely.. =(

maybe i should just concentrate on my career for the future. or just donate my little ones to the bank to continue on my heritage! lolz.. oh well.. whatever.. signing off now..

apart from biting my own tongue, until it bled, from eating chips & accidentally "drinking" prickly heat powder, mistook it for my green tea, nothing interesting happen today. well i did keep away from smoking for 24 long long hours yesterday. but i'm back to smoking today. haha.. i am trying to cut down slowly.. hmm.. less than 2 weeks before i head off to tekong & i've packed my bag pack! haha.. i'm good to go! just can't wait.. however, the only preparation i've done thus far is cutting down on my tobacco intake.. maybe i should get my fitness level up? nah.. can't be bothered.. but i am gaining weight.. sigh..

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Gemini - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.

Your negative traits:

You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.

Your ideal partner:

Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.

Your dating style:

Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.

Your seduction style:

Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.

Tips for the future:

Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time

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i'm bored..