Friday, October 08, 2004

Fragility of life

life is as fragile as a new born baby. it can be ended in a matter of seconds. there are an infinite methods of end one's life. i've thought of it on a few occassions, stepped over the boundary between life & death. i'm still alive & blogging, so meaning i've chosen life? do we live for others or for ourselves? most people live for others; for example families, close friends or even animals. the few who live for theselves.. well.. i'm not too sure cos i've never experience that. i just can't apprehend it. what's the purpose? isn't it just selfish to live with that concept? i'm struggling with life as there's barely any joy in it. i'm just waiting for a reason. a reason to live. hope it appears soon. hopefully.

DEFINITIONS OF LIFE
  1. a : the quality that distinguishes a vital and functional being from a dead body b : a principle or force that is considered to underlie the distinctive quality of animate beings c : an organismic state characterized by capacity for metabolism, growth, reaction to stimuli, and reproduction

  2. a : the sequence of physical and mental experiences that make up the existence of an individual b : one or more aspects of the process of living [sex life of the frog]

  3. BIOGRAPHY

  4. spiritual existence transcending physical death

  5. a : the period from birth to death b : a specific phase of earthly existence [adult life] c : the period from an event until death [a judge appointed for life] d : a sentence of imprisonment for the remainder of a convict's life

  6. a way or manner of living

  7. LIVELIHOOD

  8. a vital or living being; specifically : PERSON [many lives were lost in the disaster]

  9. an animating and shaping force or principle

  10. SPIRIT, ANIMATION

  11. the form or pattern of something existing in reality

  12. the period of duration, usefulness, or popularity of something [the expected life of flashlight batteries]

  13. the period of existence (as of a subatomic particle)

  14. a property (as resilience or elasticity) of an inanimate substance or object resembling the animate quality of a living being

  15. living beings (as of a particular kind or environment) [forest life]

  16. a : human activities b : animate activity and movement [stirrings of life] c : the activities of a given sphere, area, or time [the political life of the country]

  17. one providing interest and vigor [life of the party]

  18. an opportunity for continued viability [gave the patient a new life]

  19. capitalized, Christian Science : GOD

  20. something resembling animate life [a grant saved the project's life]