i've just learnt some sad & hard truths. it really hurt me hard. couldn''t bring myself to accept it. sigh.. i'm more confused than ever. maybe i shouldn't be too hard on her. cos right now i'm full of guilt. its a really terrible feeling. i think right now i needed to have a nice chat with someone dear to me whom i can relate to. someone who knows the situation. sigh.. i'm feeling darn miserable tonight.
anyway England won by a goal from Micheal Owen. i ought to be happy but the result have no effect on me whatsoever. sigh..
life isn't great. what life has given to us, deal it in the best way that we can. compared to others who have a 'rich' life, life would suck a million times over. but compared to others who have worse fate than us, we would have to be thankful that we didn't have to go through the same fate. my life & fate can be found in between the highest & lowest. so i'm just living it the best way i can. however i hope that i can ease the harsh fate that life has given to people whom i cares for.
i'm learning about life as i grow. every now & then i stumble upon new & shocking stuffs about life. sigh.. i'm too miserable to carry on..
