Pug Jelly - Come Home Soon

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It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time

Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes

So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down

With a bad case of love. Love love love

I think I'm falling for you. You you you

I think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down

With a bad case of love. Love love love

I think I'm falling for you. You you you

I think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love(slow)
I think, I'm fallin' in love

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lolz.. its pretty close. pug jelly is a local band. hmmm.. 2 aussie & a jap. i didn't know about that. well.. actually i knew, just wasn't certain. its quite nice though, the song i meant. haha..

my ankle is feeling better by the day. i can bend over now. so i tried removing the bandage yesterday & clean my foot. then i bandage it back cos i fear i might knock my ankle against something. i'm quite a klutz. haha.. the bandage acts as somesort of protection. =P

take care peepz & sweetie. peace out!

ELATED!!

i've just chatted with my dear!! i was lying down when she message. rushed to my keyboard & accidentally hit the table with my wounded ankle! agony!! but chatting with her really soothes the pain! oh gosh! love ya lots dear! i'm the happiest guy in the world!! happy happy happy!! lolz.. hahahaha.. she's still doing her assignment, carrying out experiments. didn't get any sleep though. i wished everything goes well so that she could get some rest. *hugs hugs*

the last time i slept, i had a dream. a wonderful dream. we were by the beach, hanging out by each other's arms enjoying the relaxing scenery of the sunset with breeze of winds coming from the sea. ahhh.. it was enjoyable. the dream might be simple but it seems as though time had stopped & there was just the two of us. then.. i woke up. shoot! i grumbled & grumbled. trying my best to fall asleep again. unfortunately i can't cos i'd been asleep for 12 hours. =(

i'm gonna sleep now. hopefully i'll be able to continue with the same dream! hahaha.. sweet dreams everyone & take care! especially to my dear. *muacks* take good care of yourself!!

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Stacie Orrico - I Promise

Will I always be there for you?

When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?

Will I do all my best to, to protect you?

When the tears get near your eyes

Will I be the one that's by your side?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I take tender tender care of you?

Take your darkest night and make it bright for you

Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?

When this world has turned so cold

Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Yeah

And I love you more every day

And nothing will take that love away

When you need someone

I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)

I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)

I promise (oh I promise you)

I will be there when you call me (when you call me)

I promise (I promise)

I promise I will

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kinda a lot of promises huh?? i guess i'll just have to do my best. haha.. alright dear? *HUGS*

Second day of recovery

recovering quite well. it wasn't as painful as the last i think. can't remember. infact, the wound doesn't hurt at all. perhaps its the work of the painkillers. thank you so much to the person who came up with it. haha.. however both my legs are sore. left leg for hopping around the house. & the right leg for being "afloat" the whole day. well.. my whole body is sore, for staying in bed for too long with the same exact postition. it was so uncomfortable.. haha.. wished it will healed up soon!

i think i forgot to mention that the nurses yesterday were especially "nice" towards me. they were like smiling & smiling whenever they walked passed my bed. some chatted with me, but i just wanted to rest. no choice but to entertain them. well.. maybe cos the other patients were ah peks! lolz.. that's why they were attentive towards me. hahahaha... whatever.

its weird but i kinda like staying at the hospital. actually i wanted to be warded but my mum wanted me to be at home. living at the hospital is very very peaceful plus there are nurses around the clock to attend to my needs. hahaha.. it is a bit boring though but there isn't much different with my current situation.

anyway i'm gonna stop now. my legs are cramping up on me. better get more sleep dear. you'll fall sick if you don't give your body a chance to rest once in a while. *hugs hugs*

Back from Surgery

the operation went well. the whole procedure was quick, it took about half an hour. i was discharged by lunchtime. as i had predicted, the injection was the most painful part. the surgeon jabbed me around 10 - 15 times with the needle!! argh...!!! then i kinda chatted with the surgeon. i asked.. "are you done yet with the injection already?". he replied.. "... injection over. your ankle had already been sliced open." at this point, i was like whoa... that was fast! wanted to look at it, but they placed sheets of cloth to block my view. then i could feel the screws being unscrewed. it wasn't painful but as he unscrews it, it kinda hits the nerves. lastly the stitch, though my ankle was numb all over, i could still feel the needle piercing thru my skin. hahaha... gross but cool!!

i reached early. i was the first patient. i went in alone while my mum heads home. i was surrounded by nurses, 10 at least. however.. only a couple was wort taking a second look. hahaha.. but i wished i was being attended to by my dear carissa. haha.. oh well..

this was taken before my operation. see the circle that i've highlighted? that's the caused of the infection, blame it all to my impatience.. should have waited for it to heal up before i started walking. causing the stitch to burst open. hahaha..

these metals here are the implants that was a part of me for a year & a half. interestingly, it looked much smaller than the ones shown on the x-ray. plus! i've got to keep it!! hahaha.. thinking about framing them up! well.. hmmm.. hahaha...

my ankle is all bandaged up yet again.. well well.. isn't this familiar. got a feeling of de ja vu. haha.. wished i could open it up & let all of you see the wound. but i can hardly bend over without sending painful pulses to it. some other day then.

The moment finally comes.

gonna have my operation later, i'm kinda scared but its probably nothing. it will soon pass. however i reckon that its gonna be a much more painful experience than the previous surgery. mainly cos of the injection. the procedure is pretty much the same as removing my wisdom tooth. the wisdom tooth took just 2 shot of injection. hmmm.. i wonder how much more i'll be receiving for my ankle? the thought of having my ankle sliced open right before my eyes is just gruesome as i'll still be able to feel the doctor tugging the flesh. hahaha.. but its cool! it would be awesome if i could bring back the metal plate & the screws, but i don't think there's any such possiblity. oh well.. too bad then.

i went out earlier to treat myself before the operation. i bought something worth.. 119 bucks i think? hmm.. not too sure.. haha. however the thing that i really really wanted is just priceless. which is love. if i could obtain that then it would just be heaven. i'm willing to risk any pain or absolutely anything withing my capability for that matter. i hope the operation would be life threatening, it would be great!. hahaha.. just kidding. =P

anyway i need to get some rest now. getting kinda sleepy. good night people & have a nice day dear. take care of yourself. =)

Operation Ankle

went to the hospital earlier for check-up on my ankle. everything is fine so the surgery will be held this coming thursday. its gonna be touch-n-go operation, meaning i'll be "reporting" at 9am, i'll be awake throughout the whole procedure. they are gonna inject the stuff around my ankle, i forgot what it is called, cut my ankle open, unscrew the screws & remove the metal plate. i'll probably be discharge in the afternoon. i'm hoping for a fast recovery.

me & my mum went to geylang to shop around for clothes & other accessories after the visit to the hospital. i was feeling grumpy due to the lack of sleep so i went home first. hahaha.. i bought a light purple "baju kurung", a malay traditional clothing. its wasn't very nice i think, but i don't give a damn cos it was hard to find a nice pair plus it was drizzling plus i was having a major headache plus the lack of sleep. hahaha..

my dear just started on her assignment so she'll be busy. she still wanna chat with me in ICQ but i would rather want her to get more sleep. *hugs hugs* love ya dear. take care.

Brrrr...

i blogged earlier that i like rainy days. well, the only setback is the temperature. i woke up at 10 earlier. as usual i missed the time set for breaking fast. amazingly i wasn't feeling hungry, but i did felt like smoking. then i realised that there was only a stick left in the box. argh! no way i could stand the entire night without a puff. so i washed my face & went out. brrrrr..... it was damn cold! i was shivering as i walk. even more so when i was inside 7-11, the queue was long. heck! hahaha.. then i rushed back to my house & went under my blanket. so warm & cos.. ahhh... lolz..

today i had a bad day. my left eye was very sore, as though someone had puched it. the pain wasn't the problem, its just that the tingling feeling was rather distracting when i was watching tv. haha.. i also had tummy ache thru-out the whole day. hmm.. maybe it was something i ate? or maybe i caught the cholera disease! *gasp* alright alright.. my dear would probably be asking me to touch wood again. lolz.. *touchwood touchwood* hahaha..

i am so bored... i wished time would skip so that i can chat with my dear in ICQ again..

why do i always think that i'm better off being dead?

Rainy Days..

its been raining everyday right now. oh man how i love it! especially at night. the air is so fresh, tranquil surrounding. it just relaxes me, makes me at ease with my thoughts. everything is so peaceful. hahaha..

its weird how a person reacts to its feelings. when feeling down everything seems negative. but when a person is happy, life is just great! perhaps this what the human heart does. to overcome it, self-discipline, maturity & experienced solves the problem.

however, life without its ups & downs is just redundant. without its sadness & difficlties, we would never be thankful for the happiness that is bestowed upon us. giving us the opportunity to cherish the happiness. frankly speaking, life full of happiness is rather boring. although i've been wishing for happiness almost everyday in my life. haha.. it is complicating. it just goes to show that life isn't to be taken for granted cos we would never known what will happen with our fate in the future. that's why i'm talking in circles! repeating myself. better stop now. lolz..

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Distant Heartbeat

Knowing that you are so far away

I hug the air around me tight

In my mind dreaming it's you

I opened my heart as I opened my mouth

To kiss your sweet red lips

Sometimes I breathe deep

In hopes of catching your scent

Sometimes I can my love

Sometimes I smell your hair

The same as sometimes I hear your laugh

Though they are but echoes fading

Fading into the darkness of my mind

Still they boom and echo

Deep within a hollow heart

Filling it with love that few have felt

Though many have dreamt

I belong to you love

As you belong to me

But until the next time I hold you

Until the next time I kiss you

Until the next time I'm with you

When I need you, I'll close my eyes

And hold you tight

Tight, Tight Tighter

Until I can feel your heartbeat in my hands

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just a little poetry i conjured up during my free time.

BORED......

nothing much to blog about.

my favourite mug cracked earlier this week. sigh.. missed it so much. late nights have not been the same without it. hot coffees & milos tasted different. the amount just ain't balanced.

i'm feeling disturbed. i just wished to skip this depressing phase. move on to happiness & towards death eventually. i wonder how long it will take to reach my final destination. this sucks big time..

I'M SO BORED!!!!!