Graveyard

yesterday i went over to jln bahar cemetry to visit my dad with my mum.. its been a long time. it was a routine for us to visit him before the start of the fasting month. i missed going there although i hated the bugs there. cockroach, spiders, colonies of termites, big flying bugs.. hmmm.. i wonder how i'm gonna survive the jungle training in NS... anyway loads of weeds had grown since our last visit. so i had to pull it all out. that morning was especially hot & humid & i was sweating profusely. i think we stayed there for about half an hour. then we visit my grandmum's grave. there wasn't much cleaning to be done cos my other relatives visit her frequently. i just utter some prayers for her. however i really hated the big banana tree that is rooted next to her grave. i wonder how it got there in the first place. i felt so eeky went i reached home, felt so sticky so i bathed again. this was very very rare for me cos i don't bathe so often.. hehe.. watched some cartoons on tv before i head to bed. i'm a boring guy. sigh..

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"But those who believe and do good deeds, We will admit them to gardens (Paradise) in which rivers flow, lasting in them forever..."

Life involves preparing the soul to become worthy to pass through death, which is a transition, and progress to eternity in Paradise

"If you could but see when they are set before the Fire (Hell) and say: ‘Would that we might return (to the world)! Then we would not reject the verses of our Lord, but we would be of the believers!"

Just as Paradise is a place of delight, Hell is a place of eternal torment.

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i'll be having my labtest tmr. finally! another theory test & i don't have to step into NP again! i haven't studied for it yet cos i'm lazy.. hehe.. anyway i just got back from my friend's house. i borrowed his laptop for tmr's labtest. my bloody laptop is down. the whole screen turns blue whenever i switched it on, i guess its feeling blue, lolz..

gonna read thru a bit now.. take care peepz...

Velvet Revolver

this song is somewhat meaningful to me in a way...

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Velvet Revolver - Loving the Alien

Sometimes I think I'm scared

Sometimes I know
I feel like making love Sometimes I don't
I feel like letting go Maybe not
I feel like giving up
Is all we got

Sometimes is all the time

And never means maybe

Sometimes is all the time
Maybe

And I'm moving on
And I'm moving on
(Sometimes I feel alone)

And I'm moving on
And I'm moving on

Sometimes I make believe

When we're alone

Machines have taken hold

Can you get me to a telephone

It's just the little things

You used to see

Am I still that man who makes you who you want to be

I never noticed

How lovely were the aliens

Lovely were the aliens

I never noticed

Lovely were the aliens

Lovely were the aliens

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NEW devil boy!!

man utd is back! woo hoo.. it was a really great performance although there were a few defects in defence but a 6-2 scoreline is really unbelievable for a team that had been struggling in their domestic league. the debut of man utd's latest signing was sensational! wayne rooney scored a hat-trick.. lolz.. i'm over the moon! especially happy that most of the senior players weren't in the line-up. the future is there for man utd. hehe..

Man Utd 6

Ryan Giggs - 7 mins

Wayne Rooney - 17, 28, 54 mins

Ruud van Nistelrooy - 78 mins

David Bellion - 81mins

Fenerbahce 2

Ferreira Marcio Nobre - 47 mins

Tuncay Sanli - 60 mins

the reason why i hadn't been blogging these few days was that i'm either too sleepy, too drunk, too busy, or too lazy.. haha

went to my cousin's new house last saturday.. it was alright i supposed. played with my little cousins, hmm.. not really little, one was 8 years of age and the other was probably around 4-5 i think.. haha.. the older one was a girl & boy! does she talks alot! she went on & on & i wasn't even listening to her. hahaha.. well little girls are cute! i prefer them than boys.. not sure why though.. haha..

on the same day my secondary school friends asked me out. it had been a long time since i saw those guys as they are currently serving NS. we talked alot about life in NS but most of the time i don't know what the heck they are talking about!! haha.. i guess i'll just have to experience it myself.. can't wait!!

gotta run out to buy my smokes now before it gets too late.. hehe.. bye!

Red Hot Chili Peppers

i've just tuned in to the 'Red Hot Chili Peppers - Live From Slane Castle' right now as i blog. this is a band which is universal in the music industry/language. they are as red hot as their name appears & without a single doubt that they in my list of top bands of all time.

earlier i was just wondering what i should do with my life currently. mostly about the future. anyways i'm just hoping to get into NS soon & be drained of all energy at the end of each day so that i wouldn't occupy my mind with senseless stuffs.

jeez.. i'd blogged so much today.. oh well.. good night guys & ciaoz!

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Embrace - Gravity

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Honey, It's been a long time coming

And I can't stop now

Such a long time running

And I can't stop now

Do you hear my heart beating

Can you hear that sound

Coz I can't stop thinking

And I don't look down

And then I looked up at the sun

And I could see

Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me

And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun

And the way that gravity pulls on everyone, on everyone

Baby, It's been a long time waiting

Such a long, long time

And I can't stop smiling

No I can't stop now

And do you hear my heart beating

Ah can you hear that sound

Coz I can't help crying

And I won't look down

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see

Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me

And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky

And the way that gravity pulls on you and I, on you and I

Can you hear my heart beating

Can you hear that sound

Coz I can't help crying

And I wont look down

Reality Check

it feels as though i've just woken up from a never-ending nightmare.. laying down on a my deathbed, bound by some invisble force. not able to get free. it seems as though time has slowed down on me.. it might have actually stop at some point...

life is hard when it is heading down a pitfall.. we could never predict it in time to avoid it. but we would eventually get out of it; something that involves luck & a helping hand. well.. i'm still waiting for that to happen. as for right now, i'll just have to deal with the ugly side of life on my own. a strong mind & will power would probably help.. but do i have any? hmm.. time will tell..

In Mother Nature, the energy spent by real Irises to attract pollinators is impressive. Wonderful colors and details attract and assist nectar-seeking guests. While there isn't a biological imperative for the Iris Nebula shown here - its color and detail certainly does invite anyone that searches the heavens to stop and take in this delicate vista.

Babe-licious

Babe-licious - (Hot babe + Delicious)

Its just amazing how two siblings can be so different. one is a typical dumb-blonde who is also a klutz. the other is just simply hot!! lolz..

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Lost Moments

its been a long long time since i last blog. there has been alot of changes for me therefore i was having a terrible time coping with all of it. anyway nothing great & exciting had happen to me..

right now i have time on hands, alot of time. i've just finished my project review and it went unexpectedly well. they panel of reviewers came at around 2 in the afternoon last friday. i was sleeping when they came cos i was very sleepy & i blame it all to watching soccer the night before. i was also finishing up on my progress report which i have to fill in the stuffs i did during the project days, they termed it as a log-book. as i'd mentioned earlier i was sleeping, my project mates tried waking me up but i had my earphones on. so the whole scene was kinda funny. anyway the review took only 5 mins! and they didn't lectured us for the first time ever! incredible! they were all praises towards our achievements & improvement though our project didn't really achieved the expected result. the review was especially easy for me cos i didn't even had to say a single word as they only had a couple of questions, & partly cos i was 'stoned' throughout the whole presentation. so now i'd only need to come to school once per week.. well actually twice but i'm skipping lecture!

anyway the completion of my project is no thanks to our supervisor, he's the worst of all the supervisors compared to those i've heard from my friends. a whole year with him & i wonder if he really is a lecturer? he doesn't seem to have much knowledge as he dumped all the workloads, my project mates & i to the technical staffs in charge of my project room. he's just a fucker who wears the same blue shirt and black pants everday. i'm actually bored to death at home. i've rested for two straight days, drinking and smoking. just relaxing my overstressed mind. after that i didn't have much to do, i'm just feeling lazier & lazier by the day. basically what i do today is pretty much the same as yesterday. well.. take care guys..

my daily routine:

1. staying awake at night; watching soccer matches, downloading videos e.t.c
   
2. asleep in the daytime by noon.
   
3. wake up in the late evening & bathe if i stinks, if not then i'll just wash my face & probably go out to run errands for myself; beers & smokes.
   
4. reach home slightly drunk & have my dinner.

A new begining..

started out this new blog for a new begining in my life & as for my old blog, i guess its just a piece of history.. well..